May 28, 2009

tutus



Photo of the Washington Ballet by photographer Cade Martin, from here.

I have a few posts in the works - one of which is about two lovely recent trips to the ballet and opera - but am swamped and heading out of town in the morning for a weekend getaway (going here)! I just couldn't resist posting this image. I love the lighting, the Capitol buidling, the ballerinas' costumes and hairpieces, George Washington with his dainty umbrella, and the baby blue Beetle.

May 25, 2009

buon compleanno

whites



colors



In addition to my family party the night before (replete with helium balloons, cupcakes with sprinkles, board games, and Mexican food), I spent my birthday with Cameron: brunch at Blue Plate Diner; a full day of relaxation, floating, swimming, and soaking at The Cliff Spa at Snowbird Ski Resort, where we fell in love with the eucalyptus steam room and the panoramic rooftop mountain scenery; and a dinner of three-cheese pizza at Salt Lake Pizza & Pasta (mozzarella, fontina, gorgonzola). All the details were handpicked by me, including my birthday dress, a thrifted gift from myself, to myself. The vibe was calming, the companionship flawless, and the food divine. Here's to hoping he enjoys his bday coming up this week as much as I did mine.

p.s. We postponed an intended adventure kayaking on the Great Salt Lake for the warmer months ahead; as you can see, Salt Lake in early April is still in a state of mild to moderate winter, and since we do not yet own our own kayaks, we're reliant on the seasonal shifts of rental shops. I cannot wait for our little paddling trip to Egg Island!

May 24, 2009

xxv


This little blog was born along with the many sweeping changes I made when I turned a quarter of a century old. Almost two months later, I'm healthier, happier, more deliberate in my actions, more conscious of correcting missteps...and tonight, I've finally uploaded some photos of the celebrations for the big 2-5. I'll share them tomorrow when I'm not quite so sleepy...goodnight, internet.

the case for A Good Job

Excerpts from Matthew B. Crawford's "The Case for Working With Your Hands" - an interesting read, and one that I thought echoed some of my own experiences in transitioning from an "academic" life to a "pseudo-academic" type of job...one that attracts bright, driven critical thinkers but one that, in my experience, could not be more frustrating and ill-suited to someone who enjoys intellectual stimulation, careful analysis, and meaningful interaction with ideas. In Crawford's case, he describes a job he took after his master's degree writing abstracts of academic articles. Sounds dreamy, right? In reality, the profit-driven model (and the fact that the broad swath of "academic articles" covered areas of expertise that only a scholar in that particular field should rightly be writing abstracts for) had the reverse effect on his cognition, as actually understanding the articles had nothing to do with the "efficiency" model of churning out abstracts. (Oh, how I empathize!) 

I'm so glad someone has written about this phenomenon and attached a word to it - "stupidification"! 

"I was always sleepy while at work, and I think this exhaustion was because I felt trapped in a contradiction: the fast pace demanded complete focus on the task, yet that pace also made any real concentration impossible. I had to actively suppress my own ability to think, because the more you think, the more the inadequacies in your understanding of an author’s argument come into focus. This can only slow you down. To not do justice to an author who had poured himself into the subject at hand felt like violence against what was best in myself.

The quota demanded, then, not just dumbing down but also a bit of moral re-education, the opposite of the kind that occurs in the heedful absorption of mechanical work. I had to suppress my sense of responsibility to the article itself, and to others — to the author, to begin with, as well as to the hapless users of the database, who might naïvely suppose that my abstract reflected the author’s work. Such detachment was made easy by the fact there was no immediate consequence for me; I could write any nonsense whatever."

"How was it that I, once a proudly self-employed electrician, had ended up among these walking wounded, a “knowledge worker” at a salary of $23,000? I had a master’s degree, and it needed to be used. The escalating demand for academic credentials in the job market gives the impression of an ever-more-knowledgeable society, whose members perform cognitive feats their unschooled parents could scarcely conceive of. On paper, my abstracting job, multiplied a millionfold, is precisely what puts the futurologist in a rapture: we are getting to be so smart! Yet my M.A. obscures a more real stupidification of the work I secured with that credential, and a wage to match. When I first got the degree, I felt as if I had been inducted to a certain order of society. But despite the beautiful ties I wore, it turned out to be a more proletarian existence than I had known as an electrician. In that job I had made quite a bit more money. I also felt free and active, rather than confined and stultified.

A good job requires a field of action where you can put your best capacities to work and see an effect in the world. Academic credentials do not guarantee this.

Nor can big business or big government — those idols of the right and the left — reliably secure such work for us. Everyone is rightly concerned about economic growth on the one hand or unemployment and wages on the other, but the character of work doesn’t figure much in political debate. Labor unions address important concerns like workplace safety and family leave, and management looks for greater efficiency, but on the nature of the job itself, the dominant political and economic paradigms are mute. Yet work forms us, and deforms us, with broad public consequences."

What I love about the article is Crawford doesn't seem to be decrying academia itself, as so many frustrated PhDs who can't find work in academia seem to do. This is really the best article I've seen to illustrate a point I feel strongly about - that the shortage of academic careers isn't in and of itself the problem, but the real problem is that the skills academics are trained in (critical thinking and a dogged passion for understanding the details and nuances of their field) can find little real use in the accepted employment model. Crawford could easily have concluded that it was his overeducation that was tripping him up, but he doesn't, and I find his critique of the "corporate" model (which can extend far beyond typical profit-driven businesses to education, government, nonprofit, etc.) much more compelling. What's important here is that with or without the degree, Crawford would have had the same inquisitive character, and all he really sought was an outlet for that need to be filled. What outlet did he find? He uses his prestigious political philosophy doctorate to run his own motorcycle repair shop, a career he makes a good case for being more scholarly, intellectually challenging, and fulfilling than his former careers directing think tanks and writing academic abstracts.

His advice deserves repeating:

"A good job requires a field of action where you can put your best capacities to work and see an effect in the world. Academic credentials do not guarantee this."

May 17, 2009

bon printemps



Simple pleasures this week: visits to both the state botanical center (wetlands, desert landscapes, and models for energy efficiency) and the tail end of the Tulip Festival at the gardens (brightly colored blooms, koi, sunshine and sky); first bicycle ride of the spring season; dogsitting with Cameron; weekend feasting; clean laundry; coming home to two especially sleepy and cuddly kittens.

May 10, 2009

Star Trek + Gigantic

Confession: somehow, I was coerced into seeing the new Star Trek movie the night before it opened...and I secretly loved it. Prior to this, I had seen only one full Star Trek episode (and none of the movies) in my life: some newer-generation episode where the Trek-ers discover a planet without gender distinctions that we watched in my Social Psych class. But I figured I'd get a kick out of seeing the fanatics go wild (wrong: no one dressed up, there was no line, the theater was half empty, and there was hardly any clapping) and that the man who brought us Felicity, Mr. JJ Abramscould not be all bad (right!). Besides, I had not acquiesced to seeing an action movie since Batman - this was my concession for the summer. Here are the things that I loved about Star Trek:
a) 
Spock!!
b) Tough-guy ladies' man Captain Kirk spends the whole movie attempting to seduce Miss Uhura...who all along is in love with the geeky, lurpy, lovable Spock!! Naturally I expected the brawny movie-poster man to take the role of romantic lead, but I was so pleasantly surprised to see that Spock's intellect and rationality and peg-legged trousers had gotten the girl.
c) The rivalry-turned-unstoppable-dynamic-duo plotline really worked for me in the case of Kirk and Spock. Especially because in real life the two look like this - just some geeks at a comic convention!

The whole black hole, time travel, intergalactic militants action plot was fairly irrelevant to my enjoyment of the movie, as was most of the Trek lore riddled throughout. But I can appreciate it (and maybe, as an extension, sci-fi) as a cultural phenomenon and am glad to feel much more informed about the philosophical bent of Starfleet and the origins of the amazingness of Spock.

In movie news more befitting to my taste, I also recently saw Gigantic - officially described as an "offbeat, surreal love story about the anxiety that arises when two people with crazy families collide." I chose this movie for a laid-back Friday night for two reasons: 1) I'm a fan of both its leads, Paul Dano and Zooey Deschanel, and 2) I was drawn to this still from the preview: the baby that Paul Dano's character adopts fondling a little stuffed animal alone on the floor.


I thought this movie would be the perfect antidote to a sort of stressful week and a general malaise about one's life prospects, and I was right. You can't really tell if you're supposed to like these characters or not, or if you're supposed to find their actions and their relationship admirable or not (hardly any of it is actually shown, and most of what is is hyperbolically absurd, so you're in no position to really judge). Mark Taylor phrased it really well in his review"It’s fun to watch two extremely quirky actors play such oddball characters, and to view a film that drops all pretense to realism. These characters with these particular motivations exist only in a certain kind of independent film. They come together, blurt out frank and challenging statements, act and react with the off-kilter spontaneity one — at least this one — rarely finds in real life, no matter how bohemian or alternative...Ultimately, while I didn't buy the characters or the story for one second, there was something beguiling about the film's gentle surrealism." I came away from it not feeling any better or worse about my own situation, but happy that things seemed to somehow work out for these two characters with the ease of a family party, a pinata, and a Chinese baby girl. That's exactly the kind of reassurance I was looking for in this movie.

May 6, 2009

www.miafarrow.org

Mia Farrow is doing a three-week hunger strike to bring awareness to the suffering in Darfur and documenting it on Youtube. Love her.

May 3, 2009

April Roundup

  • Jobs Applied For: 2
  • Books Completed: 2
  • Movies Watched: 2
  • Gym Visits: 9 (!! lifetime record !!)
  • Bicycle Rides: 0
  • Baseball Games: 0

May 1, 2009

favorites from the Summer '09 Anthropologie catalog

water



sunlight








I wish that's exactly what my summer looked like.

do-gooders

I thought this article and its subhead ("Thanks to Barack Obama community organizing is now seen by many young people as an exciting career") were very amusing. It's always odd when you feel like your experiences and ideals are being reduced to cliches. Aside from the sort of funny implications that the phrase "community organizer" carries (derisive laughter at the Republican National Convention, anyone?), it's so encouraging to know that I'm part of a generational trend to do good in the world, in whatever guise that might take. Having nothing to do with the charisma and appeal of our current president - or even with political affiliations, period - that is exactly what I most want to do with my life and my time. Just be a do-gooder, and have a positive affect on people's lives, and rally support for important causes, and educate and empower people. 

"Indeed, many idealistic students were drawn to organizing well before Mr. Obama began his presidential campaign" - thanks, New York Times, for that important qualifier. I wrote a little about this here in 2007, before Barack Obama was really on my radar. The general social conscience is one of the reasons I'm so sentimentally attached to my alma matter, and all the amazing, accomplished academics and activists affiliated with it (students, faculty, staff, alumni, and otherwise), and also why I'd shout from the rooftops about the importance of the AmeriCorps program and why I'm so proud to be a VISTA alum.



(images from a 40th anniversary AmeriCorps VISTA promotional book)

I'd kill to have one of those vintage VISTA posters framed in my house. From top to bottom, they read:
"When city, state, and federal programs run out and even the landlords disappear...what's left? VISTA - Put yourself where you're needed." (1960s)
"VISTA makes a difference." (1970s)
"Don't hang up your skills...VISTA needs them." (1980s)
"VISTA: Building a community...one block at a time." (1990s)
"VISTA makes this the beginning of the road. Not the end." (2000s)

Today, I'm feeling really happy about some of the choices I've made, and hopeful that someday, somehow I'll find myself in a new venture that satisfies my do-gooder spirit. I'm also feeling proud that so many of the people I'm closest to were once - or currently are - "idealistic students," and have transitioned/are transitioning from that environment to successful and admirable careers and causes. We're all going to do so much good as lawyers/environmental activists/politicians/physicians/scientists/teachers/academics/parents/philanthropists/volunteers/community organizers that it makes my heart swell.